Are you a winner?

           Ah the good ole lotto, or similar games of chance. How much money have you spent on it? I must have spent a bit by now, and I am not really a gambler. I don't Iike long odds, and I certainly don't like losing (at anything really) yet I keep trying to win the lotto. Betting against the odds, for my one in a trillion or two chance to come up. What's wrong with that? Oh, I don't bet much  two, or three quid a week, with big gaps in between where I do no gambling for months at a time. Then, off I go again for another few weeks, or months. We don't  think of it if as betting anyway, do we? Overall, I am may lose on the swings, but gain again on the roundabouts. I invariable keep enough in my account for the next few games.

         That's posh isn't it, 'in my account.' That's because I have finally managed to open an 'on line' account, that I can use. I will define that, one they allow me to use. I first opened an account many years ago, when I was living in New Zealand. For some reason, they would never let me into the thing, which meant of course, I could never use it, not once did I put a wager on.  Now, I see that to play, you must be in the UK, or the Isle of Man! If that's the case, why was I allowed to open it, or have the rules changed. I don't like rules for the sake of it, things have to make sense, or should make sense. Ha! As you can see, I am still miffed with the frustration of trying to use the thing, and being barred. Now at last, it's actually working, so it's 'my account'. Oh joy to the world. Imagine, for all that time, actually stopping me from spending my money, no sense in that is there.

         As I said, I don't spend a lot. I put in twenty pounds to start, since then, I have only topped it up once by another twenty. So that's done several months of lotto, and I am paid for the next month in advance. In between, I have had little wins to top up the funds to keep playing weekly. Enough wins to give me hope, and keep me keen. You need a little encouragement whatever you are doing don't you. OK, well, I do anyway. I keep doing it because I am convinced I am due a big win. (nb. Must think: I HAVE a big win) Let's face it, the amount of prize money is obscene. Millions, hundreds of millions sometimes. Which means plenty for me..or for you. At least, if (when) I win, I will know how to spend it, unlike the majority of winners.

           Particualrly in these times of straightened financial circumstances, it is great to dream, to plan. I am a great one for planning for the best, for dreaming, or is it giving it large, as they say in all the best comedy shows. To attract the big win, or, for windfalls of any kind. I am imagining the right luck, or good things dropping in my lap. Why shouldn't they. They have to land somewhere, why not with me? I do a lot of creative visualising. For those interested, read 'The Secret. By Rhonda Byrne', it is a great little book explaining exactly how to turn, and change your luck for the better. Learn how to stop shooting yourself in the foot. As I often tell people, LUCK, is

           L abouring

           U nder

           C orrect

           K nowledge

           In other words, with a little bit of an edge on life, you can work at making good things happen in your life. Never let doubt creep in, and keep visualising that you have everything you wish for. Not forgetting good health, and a safe, and happy family. Never, ever say you NEED anything. If you are in need, you are shooting yourself in the foot. Because to say you are in need, is saying you are missing something. You are without! You must never tell the Universe you are lacking, or it will ensure you are.

            Therefore, my little wins keep paying for the lotto, until the big money is here.....NOW....I have it now!  Always say it is here already. Remember, that tomorrow never comes. So, today, I am spreading my money around the family, and friends, where it will help everyone. Giving it where it will take away all worries, and stress from everyone I love. Ahhh, isn't it great to have plenty of money, to spend time with my happy family, with their, and my good health.

              Happy days everyone. 

              Dream large!