Therefore, I resolve to avoid doing more of the same, and to revert to writing, or saying something that may actually help someone. Instead of merely rattling cages, I am sad to say, mostly empty cages, for society is in constant flux. We all complain, constantly, as so many things are wrong with this world. We become frustrated, isolated. Those that are the most isolated become drawn into the evil that builds in such a vacuum. They hurt, maim, cheat, lie, and destroy the weaken among us. Those we should protect. These things sometimes feel as if they are piling up on me, on us all, driving us into the dark, and the dirt with their weight. Mankind should not be going in that direction, no wonder so many of us become depressed, unable to cope. Lost in darkness of we know not what. But, our souls know, our souls feel it, and is responding. We should remember, that so many things are also right in the world. If each one if us began to use our light, we could change things. Really begin to change things.
For many years I taught positive programing. If you like, self development, spiritual awareness, call it what you will. Once you touch on any kind of faith though, you are often judged a loony, or worse. Not that it worries me, I have run the gauntlet of many a demonstration to enter a spiritual fair. I often wondered, why, we, a bunch of mainly motherly women, or scholarly looking men, were seen as a threat? Perhaps the old belief in the power of a witch, or the mistaken belief we were working on the dark side, or whatever they judged us as being. Faith, is not something you can force on another, It's like religion, you believe what you believe. I don't force others to do the same as I, or thnk the same as I. For, there are many paths to The Lord. Indeed I merely offer my experience, and what I have found to make sense. To me...I hasten to add! it may make sense to you too, we can only follow our own inner instincts. I don't pretend to be religious, or to preach. Sometimes though, it's good to have an open mind. For shuttered minds are scary, too often only reacting to unfounded fear.
I know some things for certain, having lived by them, or tested them for myself. For I was never anyone's pushover. Always seeking my own truth, my own proofs. Other aspects of life, and the spiritual, admitting I am unable to know everything, I am willing to be open minded about. After all, these truths of mine, are only an extension of ideas and concepts I believe make sense. Every one of us is on a journey of discovery. Learning all we can about ourselves, our strengths, and weaknesses. I think of it as ironing out the kinks..of our soul. Isn't it why we are here?
Before 2000 I travelled the world involved in psychic readings, and spiritual healing. Even doing platform work for Spiritual churches, and Mind, Body & Spirtual festivals. Giving proof of 'life after death', as they called it then. I also taught courses, and held seminars on various aspects of spiritual awareness, and self development. After that date, the New Millennium, I did very little of it, feeling very strongly that 'time' had passed. You must always be true to yourself. Then, we were moving into a different era, things must change. We were going into a period where we must take more responsibility for our own future. Yet it was difficult, changing my former mind set, to what I now believed it should be. Going from believing we had some choices, to make within the fated parts of our lives. Going into a time where I knew we must entirely create everything we had. Both the good, and the bad. Something I have not found simple to do.
It has been thirteen years of lurching, from personal crisis, to major change, and 'some', (actually a great deal) of confusion. Partly because, of many emotional, psychological difficulties occurring in my life. Plus, a great many more spiritual ones, I did not even recognise. Everything changed for me, many times. As well as finding myself caught in a holding pattern, where I felt stuck, unable to make meaningful headway of any kind. I must admit, at times, I became too caught up in the stresses of life. I became ill, always a physical manifestation of spiritual disquiet. So, 'up my own exhaust pipe' was I, I failed to notice, even that. I was lost, but did a good job of hiding it, even from myself.
You know, I have spoken of 'nudges' the Universe gives you. Trying to direct you into the best path, the one you know you need for your most rounded development. For your true direction. Except, sometimes you are so thick, it fails to register. No matter how many nudges you get. It's like being on stage, forgetting your lines, then forgetting there is actually a 'prompt person' right in front of you, actually trying to attract your attention throughout your 'lost' period. Trying to give you the next word or two, so that you can do the rest, so you can carry on. When you finally remember to look in the right direction, to let it sink in, you see him/her trying to attract your attention. How stupid do you feel then? How could you have forgotten there were prompts organised for you. How? But you did, but I did!
That's how I feel now, I forgot I had help, I forgot to plug into the Universe. I tried to do it all myself, using my experience, and intelligence, in conjunction with my messed up emotions, and confused spirituality. Not clever really is it... shame...we say, but you're only human. So, it's not our fault, right? Wrong!
You have to keep your eye on the ball. You too easily become lost, driven purely by hard work, and effort. Whilst chasing the God of finance, financial success. Thinking you can achieve what you want by pure determination, basic effort, and hard slog. It doesn't work though, you just get older, and more tired. You are on the crazy merry go round of 'real life'. Well, it's time to jump off, and get on the right track again. Hopefully taking some of you with me. Because you can have everything your heart desires, you just have to plug in, and do it the right way. The effortless, but more...sensitive way. No more bashing through brick walls, getting bruised. Now you must slip through the gaps, as a 'will o the whisp', without physical effort. But with belief, you must believe, and feel that belief, as joy! Don't question just yet, just go along with me for now. Open mind, remember?
So, you're 'only human?' Do you have any idea how special a gift that is? How much power, and latent ability you have to help yourself, and the world. It's incalculable, it's vast, and it's yours. Pick it up, or leave it lying, the choice is yours too. You are allowed to keep struggling if you so decide. You may keep on the path of hard graft, or use the little spark of the God you were given. If you were given a diamond, would you throw it away? No, of course not. Yet you have something far more valuable, and you...dismiss it. It's like finding a vast bundle of money in your purse, and not believing it's real, not doing anything with it at all. Not even checking it out to see if it's real. At least you should do that, shouldn't you?
First, let me say again, everything in the Universe has a frequency. All you do, is to decide to change the frequency you are transmitting. The frequency, the vibes (we have all heard of those) you give out, these are your thoughts, your words, your feelings, draw exactly the same back to you. We know the things we want, we know the things we don't want, but which do you talk, and think the most about? Is it 'I am getting better, richer, thinner, happier every day'...at whatever it is. Or is it, ' I feel really ill, angry, sad, annoyed, fed up, fat, tired, or hard up? I know which ones I hear the most. The complaints! Well, I ask you to bear in mind, those negative things, vibes, are busy drawing more of the same to you as you transmit, them.
So for a start, police your thoughts today, and tomorrow, and the for the rest of this week, and see what changes for us. Let's call it a a little test, just between us.
Start sending those vibes.....
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